Thank you Ms Anderson

First  I was asked to read only  the theory books  as a precaution against subjective distortions. I am not the best follower on earth so I took those with the subjective experiences as well and instantly I was able to perceive the emotional element, which brought understanding to the theoretical  formulas. One of them was Ms M. Anderson’s book The Unknown G. It is a gift to humanity and I was deeply moved by the story of denials she had to put up with.  From what she wrote I understood that she was aware of the immense importance of the teaching  for future generations and wanted to pass it down to them, which is the most genuine impulse one can have. Yet to undertake such task  one needs real courage to conquer first one’s own feeling of inefficacy, personal doubts of all kinds as one is opening the door to his/her essence for the world to enter and the world is the most unforgiving savage. Fortunately her being was high enough to Continue reading “Thank you Ms Anderson”


Nothingness  seems to intrigue the man’s mind, the philosophers ponder about it, the scientists hypothesize, when the debate gets lost in abstraction humour steps in…Listening to such pondering I thought I would bring an experience of reality to it.

When I joined an esoteric school 30 years ago I was told the most important food for us were impressions. We cannot live without them for more than few seconds. I had never heard about it before, so I wanted to know more and one of the senior students was trained in psychology and she explained there were experiments done at research centres, where  the scientists would close themselves into the special bags in cabins, deprived of the external impressions.  There was still sensing of  a touch present, but none could withstand it for more than few minutes.

Years later I had what is called a conscious dream.

I happened to be in a space without any shape, any object, in a total sensory deprivation except the  visual but there was nothing to see, with no access to my memory, just being in the moment. It was a moment of a terror I had never ever experienced before. I decided to run out of it, I was running and running, quicker and quicker, almost loosing the soul as we say in Czech.

I got to the end. There was nothing.

Be all saved from that place. Fortunately I woke up.

This place and its psychological state was  nothingness for me and I truly believe it is in the diagram of classification according to cosmic traits the end called Holy the firm, the hydrogen without the Holy Ghost.

G. Leibniz quotes

Whence it follows that God is absolutely perfect, since perfection is nothing but magnitude of positive reality, in the strict sense, setting aside the limits or bounds in things which are limited.

It follows from what we have just said, that the natural changes of monads come from an internal principle, since an external cause would be unable to influence their inner being.

When a truth is necessary, the reason for it can be found by analysis, that is, by resolving it into simpler ideas and truths until the primary ones are reached.

This is why the ultimate reason of things must lie in a necessary substance, in which the differentiation of the changes only exists eminently as in their source; and this is what we call God.

Men act like brutes in so far as the sequences of their perceptions arise through the principle of memory only, like those empirical physicians who have mere practice without theory.

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How intelligent the robots actually are?

“The density of vibrations and the density of matter express many other properties of matter. Till now we have said nothing about the intelligence   or the consciousness of matter. Meanwhile the speed of vibrations of a matter shows the degree of intelligence of the given matter. You must remember that there is nothing dead or inanimate in nature. Everything in its own way is alive, everything in its own way is intelligent and conscious. Only this consciousness and intelligence is expressed in a different way on different level of being – that is on different scales. The degree of consciousness corresponds to the degree of density or the speed of vibrations. This means that the denser the matter the less conscious it is, the less intelligent. Continue reading “How intelligent the robots actually are?”

Divided attention

There are thousands of different gurus, who speak about the increase of consciousness and when I started to read about it, I liked it but there was that question: fine, but how I get “there”? Because I knew I was NOT there by intuition. The talks like “you are there already you just have to realize that” meant nothing to me. I went through some great workshops but I had to wait till I met my first teacher Cynthia from FOF to “get it” . In the introductory meeting she said: “you go to the cinema and watch a film. If that film is good, for 2 hours you are lost, nobody home as you are in the story of the film. The film ends, the lights turn on, and for few seconds your awareness comes to your body, you stand up from the chair and walk out through an aisle. Then you loose it because your attention is again taken away by your friends talking about the film or thinking about tomorrow or what happened in the morning or something else.” I instantly knew what she meant because I was in it many times since my childhood, I just did not know it was important.
My beloved friend’s teacher Girard expressed it: “it starts in the morning when you sit on the toilet. “
We do not remember ourselves simply because our attention is almost never divided into two: the awareness of the body at the same time with the “object” of our attention. We get identified with everything, even with a wall. That must have been behind  Andy Warhol’s watching the white wall for hours, trying not to get identified, dividing attention between his body sitting in front of the wall, breathing in and out and seeing the wall in front of him at the same time…and loosing one self by identifying with some noticed imperfection on the wall or loosing himself and the wall by thinking about the boring party he has to attend next day. Borrowing the scientific discoveries of Quantum physics, nothing really exists unless observed. That is why our ancestors talked about “sleeping” on a psychological level. Divided attention is the first absolutely necessary step to increase the consciousness. No artificial intelligence can do that for us, it could remind us though….but those who design it do not know about it or their aim is to keep us fast asleep which is more likely by seeing all constantly with smart phones. Until we realize that to loose a chess match or a court case to an ai robot has nothing to do with the increase of consciousness either of you or the robot, we are stuck.
That “state” of divided attention is unique to humans, it participates in the psychic process of special nature and for our salvation we are to find that state in ourselves and then try to get into that state as often, as long and as deep as possible. To that help us our CREATOR.