I truly believe that I should have the same access to the information as you have as under my circumstances it is literally impossible not to behave idiotically. I am ready to face the music and as I said many times before, I accept responsibility for whatever is put on my shoulders but when I have what I have, dealing with the past and at the same time with the present and the future in the kitchen without a dictionary of your symbols representing the truth anything I do worsens the situation:  Burned lands, destroyed lives, carriers, all content of Pandora box comes out. Humanity wants to control everything and with the psychotronic technologies on its hands it can, so now it took into its hands the Last But One Judgment. When 7 billion people do that with the currently available level of consciousness, there cannot be anything but what is.

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