I must be the biggest sinner on our planet, who’s intimate sexual details of 66 years have been circulating for a decade in one form or another on the internet.
It became a source of all possible inspirations, conspiracies and hoaxes and gave intelligence agencies, scientific centres, all possible authorities and main stream media excuses to experiment on my body and my mind in the most cruel ways anyone of you can imagine.
Not everyday of my life I sinned 24 hours a day but that is kept secret not to alter the evil image the general public has securely imprinted in its mind of me over the last 9 years.. I will not disturb anybody’s conscience, I accept the treatments as part of whatever payment has to be made for sinning.
My biggest sin happened when I was a child and by some accident I experienced an orgasm. I have no idea how, it must have been in the bathroom with the shower. It was an overwhelming experience and I wanted to share it with my closest girlfriend, we knew each other since we were 3-4 years old, growing almost together at the country side, I really loved her, we were climbing up our special tree in the forest, playing with other kids, just normal usual stuff. She was 2 years older, she could have said no. I was not interested in any abuse, I had no idea about the existence of such nature’s force and the adult’s world certainly did not prepare us for it in the right way. I did not consider it evil as I had no concept of evil till IT visited me at night, right after falling asleep. IT was an evil living force, always coming from the left which penetrated my whole body including the bones and wanted to destroy me. I was screaming with horror even after I woke up. My girlfriend did not have such experiences so we stopped. It had absolutely nothing to do with any sado/maso I see around my self all the time. When people watch Amarcord, they laugh, when they watch me, it is a global outcry. Well I understand that with the current technologies you can create pretty strong collages and people like to watch porno, even those morally pure so it is not hard to imagine the impact it has had on you all.
Several years later I lost sight of her as her family moved out of the area and have not seen her till cca 15 years ago on my visit from Au. We were smiling, she reminded me of that experiment with laughing, I totally forgot about it. We wanted to see each other again.
Looking at it from now, all I can say is that it is up to her and God to judge me and I accept whatever it takes to pay for it.
All sexual electronic abuse of the mob that has been following me 24/7 for nine years I somehow reconcile at the end of each day, hoping that there will come time when you must get to the point when you realize enough is enough.
So that was just the beginning of my life. Do you understand that it is simply convenient to concentrate on me, because it generates big business worldwide, it keeps masses’ attention exactly were it is needed, it is used for different political and social deeds and the topics, for which I got such unheard of treatment, can be kept under the carpets.
So is that enough to stop at least the most wild imagination of the public? There is so much to do… otherwise this planet will really “puff and blow”.
By the way I do not collect nor wear jewelry and I keep certain principles.